Not really writing for a particular reason, other then random boredom. There's a bunch of movies out or coming out soon that I want to see. I don't recall past Septembers haveing such good stuff in theaters. It's usually a dull period in theaters between Sept and Nov.

Despite all the reading entailed in my classes, at least so far, I'm not feeling as overwhelmed as I have the past couple semesters. I'm also not having to remind myself why I like the subject I'm majoring in, it's just there. Like the reason why is always present in my mind and always being reafirmed by things in class.

Okay well, schools really back in session, so far it's going alright... though I do need to better alot time for reading cause there's a lot of reading, and I really need to actually absorb what I'm reading, in otherwords, I can't be half asleep while trying to read for class. Cause it's like the next day I might as well have not read it at all, cause I don't recall a lick of it.

My drama class is kind of fun, though I'm feeling wholy untalented next to everyone else there...

I haven't been sleeping right or something this week, cause my neck is just all screwed up, I can barely turn my head it hurts so much. It's bloody obnoxious.

Anyway, I think that's it at the moment... brain no longer functioning... need sleep... tired...

Shit, I don't think there could be a person more fucking pathetic then I am if they tried... I mean, I didn't even have to try and I'm just a loser... my life is utterly pathetic... all I ever seem to be capable of doing right is consitantly fucking up...

shit, I don't even know what else to say... i'm just a loser... lame... stupid, stupid girl!