Space case

Dude, my brain is like just fried out tonight... for no real apparent reason either. Not like I really did much of anything today. My head just ain't functioning at normal capacity. Totally can't think worth a damn. Anyway... yeah, so that's what's what right now. Trying to post in RPGs and just can't think well enough to write more than a 3 sentence responce to most things. Hell, I think I've run out of brain function for this now... cause I don't know what else to say at the moment... :P bleh...

nothing...

Sometimes the reality just hits as to how truly pathetic my life is. I'm completely useless. I don't know what I'm doing, where I'm going. I'm just a pathetic excuse for a person... no purpose, no drive, nothing... i'm nothing... i can't picture myself as anything other than what i am now... which is nothing...

I so need a job

I'm like a nothing now, I do nothing. I have no actual life. It's pathetic. I so need to get a job. Not really up for deep thoughts right now, but had to get that out. Feeling kinda worthless at the moment.