Crying...

so it's all fallen into a cry now... recalling all this shit from the last year, which only reminds me of all the other shit before that and how many times people i've trusted have hurt me... it's scary how very few people have not... i guess it's no wonder i have issues with trusting people... why i'm so paranoid... and how I just fuck up everything I get near... and how often I end up like this, alone, crying, silently... this just sucks...